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Name: Megan Jane
Birthday: 6/25/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: I'd really like to be a spy... upper body strength or no. I think I can do it. Training at the farm? Sign me up, please!
Expertise: Clothes. Well, not exactly... costumes, for theatre. But isn't that really what costumes are anyways?
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Member Since:
4/17/2004
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| Dear Xanga,
I won't be able to write in you tomorrow, or any tomorrow, in
fact. The truth is, I just can't be in a committed blog
relationship right now. It's not you, it's me. I'm just not
able to appreciate all that you have to give.
I feel like we've been spinning our wheels these past few months.
I can't believe how wonderful you've been to me and how much you've put
up with. You deserve better. I can't put you through this
anymore and I can't give you what you need right now. I need
myspace... uh, I mean more space, and I need time to figure out who the
real Megan is.
It may take some time, but I hope we can still be friends.
Sincerely,
Megan
Special thanks to the Worst Case Scenario Survival Handbook: Dating and Sex for giving me the words.
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| Two weeks have gone by, and it feels like barely any time has
passed. I'm really busy, but not at the same time. I am
working in Corbitt while other labbies are in Italy. It's a lot
of time, but not really a lot of work. Right now the hardest part
is staying awake. And entertained.
I started a screenplay, but it's coming along very slowly. I only
work on it while I'm at work, and I get bored or distracted very
easily. So as of now, a week after I started, I have 12 steps on
my step outline. That's it. Pretty sad.
I am also helping out a couple friends with their short film projects,
so that has been taking up some time. But not much.
Especially these past few days.
This past weekend was really fun though. I worked here in Corbitt
for a couple hours Friday night (that part wasn't quite so fun), then I
saw the last 15 minutes of Arrested Development, and then I went to the
Porch with Emily and few other who'd gone to see Suessical.
Saturday I put up banners for the radio station I'm interning for at
the mall, then shopped a bit and got my hair cut. Just a
trim. I got 2 pairs of shoes, one of which is pink, the other is
a grey pair of Chucks. Yay for Chucks! And they were even
on sale. It was a good day. After that, Emily and Sarah and
I built the biggest snowman ever at Claire Shotts' house. It was
hard work. That combined with late night football that night made
me one sore girl yesterday. But the football was way fun, and I
actually played pretty well too. I'm glad I went.
Yesterday I went to church and then went to the children's hospital and
gave away cookies and velentines stuff. I'm glad I went, but it
was pretty sad too. And we had no idea what was going on for the
first hour, so that didn't help things. But when we got back I
took a nap and then watched cheesy ABC Family movies with Emily and
Sharyn. Then a bunch of girls came over and played poker (I did
not join because I don't know how to play, and I don't really enjoy
playing) and then we all watched Grey's Anatomy, which was very
good. Until the guy from Early Edition blew up, that was pretty
sad.
And now today, I'm back to class and work and all the busyness a week
is made of. I had a really good one-on-one with Kerri today
though, so that was nice. And I think I'll go swimming tonight.
I believe that is all. Happy Valentines Day!
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| So I was just looking around at possible grad schools and found my way
to the site for the California Institute of the Arts. And I was
reading the admissions requirments for the film directing masters
program, and I got totally excited. Like, I'm not really nervous
about what I'm going to do with my life anymore. I'm just really
really excited for what I can do. I was just too excited not to
tell anyone. 
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| This morning, after I woke up and was aware of the world around me, I
made a decision. I set a goal, if you will. And that goal
was to stay up past 11:00 tonight. Why would I set this
goal? Oh, probably because for the past 3 nights or so, I've been
in bed by 11:15. Which is very loserly to me. You may
notice that my time of writing is just about 12:50. Success!
And what, perchance, was the reason of my being up so late? It
was, in fact, movies. Not just any, new release, run-of-the-mill
movies, no. But two classics. First we watched The Perfect Score,
with my very favorite Jake Gygelski. His real name is Bryan
Greenburg, but I know him as Jake from One Tree Hill, with a very hot
back. Chrissy bought the movie on the whim, never having seen
it. I told her that if she hated it, I'd buy it from her.
So now, I am the proud owner of The Perfect Score. Once I give Chrissy her $5, that is.
And then we watched Labrynth.
A movie I haven't seen for a good 10 years. It was amazing.
I can't believe how unhorrifying it was to my 11-at-the-oldest-year-old
mind, and how completely horrifying it was tonight. I've been
having tons of strange dreams all week (probably something to do with
the rediculously early bedtimes), so I'm curious to see what effect
this movie will have on my dreamlife.
Finally, I saw my future tonight. It was scary, and very enthusiastic. The end.
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| I have an internship! I have an internship! Yay! It
was a total God thing too. I just opened the phone book to radio
stations and called the first number listed, and they invited me in for
an interview right there. And at the interview, they hired me on
the spot. It was very good.
So now I am officially an intern at Cumulus Broadcasting in
Lexington. I'll be working 8 hours every Tuesday, and then going
out on external promotions. I'm excited. It'll be fun.
This also means that I can graduate, for real, without taking any extra
classes in the summer (which I'd have to pay extra for) or
anything. I'll just be done! Yay! Ooh, and kind of
scary. Because then I'll have to be a real adult. But let's
not think about that right now.
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